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 Hello! I'm Farid. I'm 14 Already! I LOVE to play Badmitton! :D Tagboard!
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Fly Away from me! Lisa, Shikin, Zhi Jian, Hui Shan, Cindy, Unknown, Unknown Archieves!
Know my history, know my past August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 January 2010 March 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 July 2010 August 2010 November 2010 |
my new friend!!!!! Friday, April 30, 2010 @ 11:25 PM
 I love having you as a friend, You make my day brighter, I'm happy with this friend I've found Who makes my burdens lighter. Whenever I see you, It makes me want to smile, You were never too cool, Always in Style. Don't you ever leave me, I'll never make you frown, By your side I'll always be, Especially when you're down. Even through the worst of days, I will be right here, Watching you through ever faze, Catching every tear. You hold my feelings in your hand, Every single one, My friendship will forever stand, Even when the fun is done. So don't ever forget me, For I will not forget you, Here for you I will always be, No matter what you do. If others could feel as free, As I feel with this Friend, Friendship and warmth is all they'd see, And this would never end. to:WED :) :) @ 11:11 PM You can stand there and smile you can sit there and laugh but you can't trick me I know it's a mask You’re trying to lie to me and everyone else but why is it that you’re lying to yourself? You can calmly sit there and try to look cool but I know your emotions and I know you’re a fool I know inside you your feelings rage The suspense builds with the turn of a page By day you’re one person by night another  and neither of them have anything to do with each other I've watched you sink farther from your heart and all of this just tears me apart I sit here and cry, for you not for me What you've become I wish you could see No words could I use to help me explain what it does to me to see you in pain You’re not there anymore my dearest friend I hate to say this but this is our end Thursday, April 29, 2010 @ 5:41 AM  The roll books of the stars are kept In files atom-size, Yet just one glimpse of you or me Would fill up all the skies. I am a mystery to me So we will feel what we must feel And I will think of you no matter I LAST TIME If I ever needed it yoyoyoyoyo wassup nth better to so make poem spend about 1 hour plus bored as usual!!! going to play soccer at henderson sec with mr tan who want go tell me must pay 8 dollars haha 2moro nafa test 2.4 yeah!!!!! and bored again sia walao the poem nice hor hope every likes it bye bye bye bye HATERS SUX YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dream's!!!!! Sunday, April 25, 2010 @ 6:22 AM I dream of rainbows, Bright in the sky, I dream of lightning, together we cry, I dream of flowers, I feel such delight, I dream of spiders, and I scream with fright, I dream of fish, swimming in the sea, I dream of sharks, coming after me, I dream of lambs, frolicking around, I dream of wolves, Hunting, no sound, I dream of children, several of them ours, I dream of them waking, Being up for hours, Stay with me forever and together we’ll cope, Because when I dream of you, I dream of hope, Dream awhile with me and together we’ll see, Not all dreams are bad, so dream along with me. lols Friday, April 23, 2010 @ 11:29 PM There's nothing wrong with me ...I'm happy I live life to wake each day ...and be happy i want to enjoy it in each and every way ...and be happy I feel content to be here now ...i'm very happy To be depressed i wouldn't know how ...because i'm happy i walk each day with a smile on my face ...yep, because i'm happy i don't like to cry or be sad ...because my life is happy i think being miserable, is what makes people lives bad ...so, you guessed it, i'm happy are you? =] miss you like a cloud with no sun in the sky @ 8:30 AM I'm not sure where to start, I don't know how to begin, I guess I'll start with i miss you, Cause that's what I'm feeling within, I miss you like a cloud with no sun in the sky, It has nothing to look up to and so it cries, Crying raindrops fall onto the ground, To just fade to nothing, nowhere to be found, I miss you like a tree with no leave, Nothing to move and drift in the breeze, Leave scattered and sodden, Walked upon, a broke soul down trodden, I miss you like a mouth with no tongue, It cannot speak, all these words left unsung, They just hang in the moment, caught up in the mind, Words left unspoken and all left behind, I miss you like friends all alone, Each missing each other, calling them on the phone, It's like no ones answering your endless calls, Pleas echoing along deserted halls, I miss you like a lover torn away, From the one she cares for and thinks of each day, When she reaches for his hand, and when she reaches for his kiss, And theres nothing there, only memories of this, I miss you as a lover, I miss you as a friend, I miss your words, Of how we wouldn't end, I miss you as a tree, And i miss you as a cloud, I miss you with every tears i cry, Each tear shows I'm not proud, I miss you as i fall apart, And i reach out for you touch, And then i remember you're not there, God i miss you babe, so much. happy ok ok arh ! Thursday, April 22, 2010 @ 7:26 AM  I'm only happy when it rains without a cloud in the sky I'm only happy in these chains all that I can do is cry I'm only happy when I bleed it let's me know I'm alive I'm only happy when I need just myself to survive I'm only happy when I dream of my long lost love I'm only happy when I scream at the Heavens above I'm only happy when I'm alone at war with my brain I'm only happy when I've known that life is just pain I'm only happy when I'm lost and I can't find my way I'm only happy when I've crossed the path of disarray I'm only happy when I see death is my way out I know I'll be free I have no doubt I'm only happy when I'm told that I've gone insane I'm only happy when I hold all these thoughts in my brain I'm only happy when I sleep and go out of my mind I'm only happy when I'm in too deep I'm only happy when it's me you cannot find 'so i drive home alone, as i turn off the light, i put her picture down and maybe get some sleep at night' ... breaks my soul... she's just like a soft, forgotten princess in the 21'th century... :( BORED Tuesday, April 20, 2010 @ 5:29 AM  HIAS bored fell like something is not rite in my life hias people do change some time rite??? nth to do lah now hias i just want to hang out myself alone lor hehe not emo hor OK OK hias exam coming need study lor my Mei have a Happy live now!! so good lor haha tired now 2MORO NAFA test boring OLD TIME!!!! Monday, April 19, 2010 @ 3:18 AM  hias i just 1 the old people of 1/1 cos 2/1 really sux now days cos got alot of fighting lor then today in class can say SUPER BORED :haha then cindy kinda emo don't no y lei ???hias any 1 can help me reverse the time !!!!!!!!!!!! hias mei last long with ur new BF ok ok !!! be happy always PAWN!! Friday, April 16, 2010 @ 9:03 PM lols haha today learn new word by jiaxun:Pawn ! haha hehe yesterday was the best day playing badminton lor haha i improve alot hahah owned boring cos noboby play badminton as good as me walao boring maybe going to play at SINGAPORE YONEX OPEN!!!!!!!! nice 1 rite 3 only can go wth! hias boring any 1 want to VS badminton please tell me or sms me ok ok ok my mei also haha then today like alittle no mood lor wth!!!!! cos got reason arh haha the only person who noe is no 1 haha Pawn !! 2moro going to play soccer woth mr tan haha then monday go tropyh yeah!!!!! it will not END here OKOK DAMN!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!! best day!!!!!! YEAH!!!! Thursday, April 15, 2010 @ 3:22 AM yo yo yo wassup man today i wake up 5.00am then 6.15 meet cindy after that we meet zhi jian norton faiz syawal eunice bryan we go togheter then the nus wat like walao ALL OF PEOPLE SIA then after that we take taxi lor haha we reach there alittle late WTF!!!haha i run 4*100m and 8*50m we won all haha lols so happy i was the last runner of4*100m WTF very scary sia then my mei run very fast also haha good hor she hehe same as me haha!!! after that the 100m meter haziq injured sia first time see he injured walao !!!!!!!!!! recover fast !!!!! hias my mei injured also she say !!! THX TO ALL THE 2/1 RUNNERS BECAUSE OF U ALL WE WON!!!! mei recover fast also !!! then when home alone !!!WTF cos got badminton at queesway sec at 2pm walao so sad !!! i shall end her PLEASE TAGGED MY C BOX OKOKOK signing off!!!!! TODAY Friday, April 9, 2010 @ 12:12 AM HELLO YO every 1 watssup long time i nvr post blog already sia hahahah IN the morning: wake up at 5 plus go bath the go out house around 6.15am the take 187 go the cindy bustop there wait here go school with her and we meet syawal at the other bustop 7.30 go com lap then do the computer think then recess can't eat cos the stupid person keep starring at WTF the i goo seat with cindy and eunice after that saw kai ngee eating cute!! very tirwd hor after that math lesson very funny cos ms kaur say i call her alot of time but u call her once only wat haha then every 1 say i like ms kaur WTH hahaha very funny IM SO HAPPY WITH MY NEW PLACE YEAH!!!!!! when back home woth syawal haziq zahir(goat) cindy syahirah eunice shahdu haha very funny every 1 was acting at the bustop im the camera man haha very funny then i miss 3 187 bus haha after reach home aroubd 1 plus the kai ngee sms me she say she was very bored then ask me go west mall but i lazy go hehe sry mei hahaha SHALL END HERE !!! BYE BYE Monday, April 5, 2010 @ 2:22 AM  |
